I wish I could just stop...
I wish heart would just stop hurting....
I wish mind would just stop longing...
Friday, November 14, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
grand finale
it is the final blow...
it should be the final blow....
it's tearing me apart...
and if only i could do anything to ease the pain now...i would...
but my soul can only do so much...
i'm tired....
tired...
it should be the final blow....
it's tearing me apart...
and if only i could do anything to ease the pain now...i would...
but my soul can only do so much...
i'm tired....
tired...
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008
Eksena
...sequence xxx. interior xxx...
Maya: Gusto mo na bang kumain?
Alex: Kailangan ba laging nakadepende sakin?
Maya: Kasi ako, cigurado na ako sa gusto ko, ikaw na lang ang hindi.
Alex: Bakit, ano ba ang gusto mo?
Maya: Ikaw
Alex: Ako? Paanong ako?
Maya: Ikaw- un ang sagot sa tanong
Alex: Paanong ako?
Maya: Nahihirapan na akong sagutin ang mga tanong mo...tanungin mo na lang ako ng kahit anong tanong na pwede kong sagutin ng oo o hindi lang...
Alex: Hindi...magkwento ka...
Maya: Natatakot na'ko...nahuhulog na'ko sa'yo.
Alex: Kailangan ko na bang lumayo?
Maya: Gusto mo na bang lumayo?
Maya: Ano pa kasi ang nararamdaman mo para sa'kin?
Alex: I like you Maya. Pero hindi ko pa kaya ibigay sayo lahat. Ayokong saktan ka. Kaya ko tinatanong kung kailangan ko bang lumayo.
Maya: Ano ba ang kaya mong ibigay?
Alex: Kung ano ako ngayon
Maya: Kaya mo bang lumayo?
Alex: Kaya mo pa ba na ganito tayo?
Maya: Kinakaya. Kakayanin. Gusto mo pa ba na kayanin ko?
Alex: Kaya ko nga tinatanong sa'yo
Maya: Pero meron akong gustong hilingin
Alex: Ano yun?
Maya: Kung sakaling dumating ang araw na ayaw mo na...magpaalam ka naman...para alam ko lang.
Alex: Yes ma'am...masyado kang madrama
Maya: Pwede na kong best actress
Alex: Hindi pa rin.
Maya: Ah ganun? Ayaw mo lang akong magkatrophy pampalo sa ulo mo. Di bale, bibili na lang ako sa recto.
Alex: Hahaha. Namimiss na kita.
......
Maya: Gusto mo na bang kumain?
Alex: Kailangan ba laging nakadepende sakin?
Maya: Kasi ako, cigurado na ako sa gusto ko, ikaw na lang ang hindi.
Alex: Bakit, ano ba ang gusto mo?
Maya: Ikaw
Alex: Ako? Paanong ako?
Maya: Ikaw- un ang sagot sa tanong
Alex: Paanong ako?
Maya: Nahihirapan na akong sagutin ang mga tanong mo...tanungin mo na lang ako ng kahit anong tanong na pwede kong sagutin ng oo o hindi lang...
Alex: Hindi...magkwento ka...
Maya: Natatakot na'ko...nahuhulog na'ko sa'yo.
Alex: Kailangan ko na bang lumayo?
Maya: Gusto mo na bang lumayo?
Maya: Ano pa kasi ang nararamdaman mo para sa'kin?
Alex: I like you Maya. Pero hindi ko pa kaya ibigay sayo lahat. Ayokong saktan ka. Kaya ko tinatanong kung kailangan ko bang lumayo.
Maya: Ano ba ang kaya mong ibigay?
Alex: Kung ano ako ngayon
Maya: Kaya mo bang lumayo?
Alex: Kaya mo pa ba na ganito tayo?
Maya: Kinakaya. Kakayanin. Gusto mo pa ba na kayanin ko?
Alex: Kaya ko nga tinatanong sa'yo
Maya: Pero meron akong gustong hilingin
Alex: Ano yun?
Maya: Kung sakaling dumating ang araw na ayaw mo na...magpaalam ka naman...para alam ko lang.
Alex: Yes ma'am...masyado kang madrama
Maya: Pwede na kong best actress
Alex: Hindi pa rin.
Maya: Ah ganun? Ayaw mo lang akong magkatrophy pampalo sa ulo mo. Di bale, bibili na lang ako sa recto.
Alex: Hahaha. Namimiss na kita.
......
Sunday, June 08, 2008
Haven't been writing to blogspot for almost four months since I started creating my multiply account....Well, blogspot is even more luckier compared to my Livejournal since I haven't checked the latter for ages now.
Hmmm...oh well..can't say Multiply is better..well, in terms of sharing pictures with friends...it's way way better...but blogspot seems to be the home of my "more personal" thoughts....I think...
I don't know how to say it...but yes...I am a bit "broken" the past few weeks...
It has been a cycle that keeps repeating everytime I fall for someone...
yah, maybe I just have to accept that Love isn't for me...
I haven't met a single man willing to fight for me and that's something that hurts most of the time..
I may not be the most "ideal girlfriend" in town but I know I have alot to offer as well...I deserve better..I should know...
But why do I always settle for "pseudo-relationships" kind of set-up...maybe because I am tired...maybe because I'm fed up....maybe because at the back my mind...I am sincerely hoping that this "parang kami-pero hindi" set up would turn into something serious....
But it never happened...
Never...
Hmmm...oh well..can't say Multiply is better..well, in terms of sharing pictures with friends...it's way way better...but blogspot seems to be the home of my "more personal" thoughts....I think...
I don't know how to say it...but yes...I am a bit "broken" the past few weeks...
It has been a cycle that keeps repeating everytime I fall for someone...
yah, maybe I just have to accept that Love isn't for me...
I haven't met a single man willing to fight for me and that's something that hurts most of the time..
I may not be the most "ideal girlfriend" in town but I know I have alot to offer as well...I deserve better..I should know...
But why do I always settle for "pseudo-relationships" kind of set-up...maybe because I am tired...maybe because I'm fed up....maybe because at the back my mind...I am sincerely hoping that this "parang kami-pero hindi" set up would turn into something serious....
But it never happened...
Never...
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
at the moment
For the nth time,
Someone stole my sanity with my consent...
And just like anybody else...
He unconsciously chose to break my heart...
Someone stole my sanity with my consent...
And just like anybody else...
He unconsciously chose to break my heart...
Thursday, December 20, 2007
Finding love
What if the love you have always wanted finally decided to take its course in finding you?
But what if the journey has been too long that you have traveled so far in building a world where only solitude and insanity are welcome?
Is love enough for you to go back and rediscover love once again?
Or has it been too much you can no longer risk the chance of getting hurt once more?
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