Haven't been writing to blogspot for almost four months since I started creating my multiply account....Well, blogspot is even more luckier compared to my Livejournal since I haven't checked the latter for ages now.

Hmmm...oh well..can't say Multiply is better..well, in terms of sharing pictures with friends...it's way way better...but blogspot seems to be the home of my "more personal" thoughts....I think...

I don't know how to say it...but yes...I am a bit "broken" the past few weeks...

It has been a cycle that keeps repeating everytime I fall for someone...

yah, maybe I just have to accept that Love isn't for me...

I haven't met a single man willing to fight for me and that's something that hurts most of the time..

I may not be the most "ideal girlfriend" in town but I know I have alot to offer as well...I deserve better..I should know...

But why do I always settle for "pseudo-relationships" kind of set-up...maybe because I am tired...maybe because I'm fed up....maybe because at the back my mind...I am sincerely hoping that this "parang kami-pero hindi" set up would turn into something serious....

But it never happened...

Never...